People make mistakes!!

People make mistakes!! I mean we r only human!! Some mistakes r bug and some r forgot after awhile!! but should someone be judged by their passed?!?! it doesnt make since!! I have made my share of mistakes and believe me i regret alot of them, but u cant change the past u can only embrace today as if it were a gift and love your life tomorrow as if u were gunna die next week!!! Be who u r!! U will make mistakes adn u will have to live up to them but dont let that stop u from protectin ur future!!!

I hate...

i hate it when a dad thinks that he can run a daughters life by keepin her in the middle of nowhere.  Just because he made a mistake when he was young he thinks that his daughter will make the same mistake.  But if she did make a mistake, it would be hsi fault becasue he rasied her the way she is. Not being there for 13 years and now wanting to come in and be a part of my life and says that hes only doing the stuff hes doing to keep me safe so i dont get raped or hurt by a guy, but then he goes and tells me that if i got raped he wouldnt feel srry for me cause i brought it on myself and took me away form the only person who has ever kept me safe when he himself was beatin her and us. I live in fear everyday that he will snap and end up hurtin me.  He always has people watchin me. I feel like i can't even go ouside without feeling like im being watched. Its ridiculous.  Im tired of it.  Especieally after he hasnt changed at all.  He gets into fights witgirlfriends and wen they try to call 911 or some one for help, he breaks the phones in half and locks the cars so that we can't leave. One day I'm gunna leave and never come back or look back and it is gunna be his fault!!!!! He didnt let me be myself or express myself that Im gunna blame him for everything that happens to me because he never trusted me or let me be who I  wanted to be. He kept me away from civilization and away from life and now Im gunna rebel and hate him for the rest of my life!! So to all u who think that ur life is being controlled and u cant be urself think agian!! One day u can leave and never look back and be who u wanna be!!!!!!!!

better to have loved......

so is it wrong to end a relationship if ur not happy¿¿¿¿¿ i mean if it is makin u unhappy then y bother wit it?? i mean uve worked ur butt off for it to work out hopin that u can save something u thought was gunna be forever but i guess it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all!!

Suffocating

I am suffocating and
I just need to be breathe.
I'm smothered under pressure
I must be relieved.
Nothing I do is right,
Nothing I say is fair.
I cry and scream and throw
a fit. 
But no one seems to care. 
Nobody will listen to what
I have to say. 
My life is not important
but I'm living everyday.
I can't do what i want.
I can't stay out late.
Here I sit and write this
poem to release my pain and hate.
I'm confused and I'm alone.
I'm lost inside my mind.
No one will search beyond my looks
to see what they might find.
So many thoughts confuse me.
Feelings I can't percieve.
In this time of adolescence
and I just need to leave.
None of it makes sense.
None of this seems real.
No one understands the emotions that i feel.
I am suffocating and
I still need to breathe.
I'm smothered under feelings.
Let me be relieved.




                                                             -Marion Distante, 13

Call Me That Girl.........

People tend to look only at wats on the outside instead of the inside!! If i wanted to be judged on my looks then i would have been born beautiful, but i wasnt so people need to look at wats on the outside instead of the inside!! and see who ireally am!!!

You can't do what i do!

People act like you are their best friend and then they go and talk bad about you to everyone else when your not looking, but you know deep down inside of you, that they wish they were as cool and fun and amazing as you are!!! They may always hate you for something that they wish they were or could be, but in the end you are better than they are because you kept your head up and didn't stoop down to their level of idoitize!!!!

Being You

People say that they hate life and that they hate how people portray them but life is what you make it and if you don't like it, it's your own fault.  You made the image for yourself so, they way you are inside may not always be the you the world knows.  You have to put the real you out there for the world to see.  Be yourself and if people can't love you at your worst then they don't deserve you at your best!!!!!!!!!